What's Beneath Me

Sunday, April 26, 2009

final year project week one down, been really shag having to sit in the lab from 8.30am-6pm on mon-thurs, 8.30am-5.30pm of fridays

monday: caught after school, caught a movie with sweets, lynn and cherie
tues: went for sharing group with sweets & lynn
wed: skipped track after school to meet sweets, luke and lynn, dinner at gardens, sent sweets back, hanged out with her and pop the question if we could get into a relationship
she agreed and this is the happiest day of my life
thursday: took her out to bliss
fri: went for shaun lim's grandma wake

so yea life's pretty awesome for me

glad to have u by my side =)

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Thursday, April 23, 2009

I'll never ever forget the 22nd April 2009

the very day u said yes to me and starting a whole new journey ahead of us

I love you! =)

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Sunday, April 19, 2009

whoa the david weekend camp was a blast,
the people from sfx were pretty awesome too,
all the boys were crazy together except one braggart who couldn't shut his gap and he followed the ang mo guy allister everywhere he went

everything fell into place for the sessions, the reflective mood was there

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Thursday, April 09, 2009

Liverpool u got your well deserved ass kicking 3-1 defeat from Chelsea, lets see what Liverfools' Rafael Benitez's excuse this time around, stupid wuss

its Maundy Thursday today, Good Friday and Easter Sunday, jam packed with stuffs to do
church visiting tonight, passion play tomorrow, sure damn messy cos of the crazy mobbers
Easter Sunday will be a doing nothing afterall, just chill around

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Tuesday, April 07, 2009

2 more weeks of holidays before my final year project starts, damn

this saturday going to sentosa with churchie people, my track friends gonna be at sentosa too, probably gonna run into them...

I got a feel good feeling about how 2009 is going to turn out for me,
besides turning 21,
i might be elected into the youth council exco,
i got one last semester of school which might probably be my last term of studies
i'll be going into army (I've got mixed feelings about this)
i hope i can bring a difference to my work in church, i know i got a pretty crude vocab and a hot temper to deal with, i shall leave it up to the one above

i totally love my not so new hair-do
i totally love my buddies darren, denis, gab pat and afew more, i've got the poorest alcoholic stamina among u all which makes me seems like a wuss but hey we're still fucking disturbing around with each other after all these years

I feel that i'm like wine in the oak barrel maturing into something vintage for people to enjoy, all the hard work and changes that i sought for myself are showing signs

i love all of u guys who supported me along the way and showed faith in me, u pick me up when i fell from grace, u consoled me when i felt disheartened, u wiped away my tears when i cried, u cleaned up my vomit when i was ill, u defended me when i was vulnerable
u guys left your footprints in my heart, i know it sounds damn gay la, manu is feeling sentimental
father fred is a nice jackass to me, u've shown me the way although u can't help poking fun out of me, u're a good priest
moses i know u've shown me alot of faith, and i hope I've done u proud, u're damn inspirational to me
joshua cycle soon
mark u crazy fuck, we got our differences last time but fuck that
gab pat u got your detractors but I know your true worth
darren, nick, jon, bryan sam, denis, clement i know u guys got my back
amanda soh & ben-yeo, nice friends to have
luke is just a damn nice crazy essentric awesome friend i got, i love u la swee mong
chris wu, my distant relative, who i happen to know for so many years since cat class days, your character and attitude kick ass and really taught me alot of things, and your support is totally appreciated and cherished
paul also damn nice dude
the altar boys are lunatics whom i happen to click well with too
there's alot of you guys who have made an impact in manu's journey, keeping me happy and sharing with me your own lives too

really got a damn upbeat and good feeling lately, the vibes are all cool too :)

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Wednesday, April 01, 2009

I'M SO DAMN FUCKING EMO RIGHT NOW, AFTER ALL THESE YEARS OF HARDWORK, ALL MY EFFORTS HAVE JUST GONE DOWN THE DRAIN JUST LIKE THAT.
MY FRIEND'S HAVE DESERTED ME, I'M JUST A COURT JESTER TO ETERNAL TORTURE
I'VE TRIED SO HARD, BUT I GUESS IT DOESN'T MATTER ANYMORE
SUICIDAL THOUGHTS HAVE BE RINGING ROUND MY HEAD, MAYBE I SHOULD JUST SLIT MY WRIST WIDE OPEN AND BLEED MYSELF DRY...
I'VE LEFT MY WILL ON THE DESK
THIS MIGHT BE MY LAST POST,
THE FOOD I'M HAVING TONIGHT IS GONNA BE MY LAST SUPPER

ITS FUCKING APRIL FOOL'S DAY HAHAHA =P

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why do you think some people dont or will never understand you?

i think its because they have already "predicted" what ya gonna do by judging you even before ya at your next step, or breathe your next gasp of breath

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