Tuesday, December 19, 2006
I hear people saying "man this christmas gonna suck la"...
I think tat is jus bullshit or excuses u give to yourself and blame the world tat christmas suck...
u have a choice to make christmas watever u want it to be, people can be poor and not even be able to put a nice christmas dinner on their tables but yet are happy and contented...
yet many of the people who have everything tat they ever need in material terms can feel like shit cos they lack one thing, LOVE la, wat else can it be?
this christmas wont suck if u dont want it to but if u feel like it, then go ahead and ruin your own christmas, cos no-one else is gonna be affected by u... otherwise everone have a great christmas ahead of u...
x P
Want to emo this christmas, emo at home, wanna PMS, pls wear a pad...
Monday, December 18, 2006
pms-ing bitches are scary shit man, sorry tat I've decided to be crude in this post...
I hate it when people pms or get emo and vent their shit on u and blame every damn thing wrong about themselves on u... I'm namely meaning all those who have suffered such circumstances (me myself included)...
I think tat boys got their temperament and the ladies have their PMS-es, at least emo-ing aint tat bad as u are probably down, fustrated, angry, hurt etc... and want to be left alone...
but PMS-es are freaking scary, whenever some lady who used to be cheerful, friendly towards u suddenly turn quiet, it probably tat she's PMSing or tat she in a state of man-made PMS-ing so tat she gets away even though she vent her anger, spew all her swears and curses
at u
for no apparent reason and blame u for something tat u did not do wrong...
man tat sucks...
jus had a PMS*beep lashing from someone recently, and I swear I didnt deserve it or in the 1st place never even did anything wrong la...
seems tat people always like to pick a scapegoat to coverup their mistakes or even worse jump into conclusions with out knowing the facts...
people who love to throw tantrums can go and suck their own fanny...
DISCLAMER: no offence to any readers out there
= )
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
recently had a crush on this girl, but I think a crush will just remain as a crush at the moment...
shan't name the girl...
life for me in general in recent weeks have been quite good, but sometimes I just feel so lonely, maybe its cos I dont talk much, have i ever mentioned tat I'm almost like a mute when I'm out with girls, let's jus say I'm not a good conversation opener or someone who talks much, my character make me communicate by my expressions, actions and body language...
its nice tat in the last month I have explored certain parts of singapore and get to see things from so many angles and dimensions, but there's one think i truely miss, the warmth and genuine love tat i used to be able to feel, but I also dont know why things arent the same anymore, maybe its jus me, everyone is moving along, but I feel tat I'm kinda left behind by the pack...
people are in their cliques while I seem like a stranger to many... I jus wanna know if they care for me
but the buddies tat are always with me, and I thank GOD everyday for the gift of them, Gabriel, Denis, Clement, Darren & Leonard and a few others who never fail to brighten up my day, they also gave a wonderful 18th birthday celebration back in October, simple affair but everyone was happy and that was the most important thing...
buddies since primary school days, buddies forever...