What's Beneath Me

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

my song of the month =)

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Saturday, March 28, 2009

hi blog I'm here again to type

one swirl and the weeks over, Malacca was quite good, did everything is $250, bus tickets, hotel, food, shopping, a haircut, transport, feet massages and secret recipe!
Jonker street chicken rice balls, the best tasting balls in the world. period
had a damn good driver
had too much beer
had cigars that sucked
A&W curly fries and root beer float *yum yum
accidentally consumed cough syrup, beer and smoked cigar simultaneously and throwing up was consequential

the last night one of the food we ate, either the satay or the crab shell wasnt thoroughly cleaned , the next day me mark and amanda vomited in the morning, me mark and ben had fever, and some had the watery poo syndrome.
only nic and camilla didnt fall ill at all

worked this week which means i can look forward to some extra money soon

gotta save up for my new zealand holiday, mum's kinda 21st present to me
gotta save up for a 21st birthday bash if can afford it
bike upgrades probably gotta kiv and put on hold

this goes out to russell don't reproach yourself, there's some many ifs, if i did this if i did that, nobody knows the future, nobody from the past could predict the present, don't let what other people tell u get into your head
I've regretted on doing so many things in the past few years back when i was your age, thinking if i had done this if i had done that, thinking things wouldnt be this way, thinking things might be better, thinking I would have been down a different road, regrets are just a waste of life, why not think what that ya gonna do to change or improve the life you're building on?

I fuck up my sec 2 streaming to get into the last class of express, I've fuck up sec 3 and went to normal, i fuck up my O levels and went to some course which isnt even in my interest, i fuck up my modules in poly to get an extra semster, I fuck up so many chances i had in life, friendships relationship, my various interests and some of my goals and passions.

I might appear or sound concieted and aloof but actually deep down I'm just down to earth kinda guy who's pretty happy go lucky
yes i had my regrets but I've learned to put it be my stride and ride on with life. i may not be a highest achiever but at least I'm contented with what I've got for now

sorry don't mean to nag, hope can give u some affirmation
anyway u're a good guy and everyone knows that undisputedly =)

and He found it very good 2:44 AM;

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Malacca this weekend baby,
last sunday ntu bike rally, madness

thinking of getting a road bike, the italian stuffs cost a bomb, the taiwanese frames tak shiok la

work was kinda good

anyway if ya reading this and if there's anyway that I've done anything wrong against you, be it my foul mouth sprouting nonsense that irked u in anyway, or my shortcomings that crossed-swords with u, i sincerely apologize since its a season of lent and time to seek forgiveness
(i'm not doing this to try and say sorry behind a veil but wanna say sorry if i unknowingly committed anything against anyone cos sometime u never know)

and He found it very good 2:25 AM;

I've gotten my last semester's results, I've clear all, some modules did better than expected some worst than expected, but still I'm glad that next sem will be my last sem

I know I havent been for track training lately, so sorry that I've forsaken my love of running

shit la I love so many things,
I Love God, u dont hear me saying this often
I Love my bicycles
I Love MAN Utd
I Love and Miss Kyokushin karate
I Love and Miss Montfort la, fucking best days ever la, even though some fucks pushed me around back then
I Love cycling
I Love running
I Love my real buddies (darren, denis, gab pat, leonard, nick, jon etc...) although they bastard me so many a times, they will still pick my ASS up if i ever fall
I Love many of my church friends, you know who u are la
I Love freedom
I Love playing the guitar but still damn novice (lepak siol haha)
I Love and Miss all of my graduated poly mates, some are still in with me
I would love to have Love that I can cherish
I would love to change the world, but i think i shall start by changing some aspects of myself
I would love to find my other half sooner rather than later =)

I wont hold onto things that are lost causes, cause in the end u only hurt yourself and those around

Imagine if i were to go back to karate training, on top of track training
this will be the schedule
mon: track & field strengthening training (if on season)
tue: karate
wed: speed training
thurs: karate
fri: latic track training
sat: hydro training
sun: die

thats madness

and He found it very good 2:03 AM;

Monday, March 02, 2009

it sucks when some friends want you to be close to them yet they stay an arms length away from you when you're near them

sometimes what seems right may not be right at all, and what appears to be wrong may not even be one bit in the wrong

assumptions are extremely volatile, how many times have our assumptions kicked back at us

okay just random thoughts =)

and He found it very good 10:47 PM;