Wednesday, January 14, 2009
tmr is my medical check up, i hope i get into the air force when I'm in ns and learn to be a pilot
well today had athletics training, i felt that my self esteem was really low in athletics in a way that i felt that I'm not a good enough runner
i felt that my mental strength was letting my physical self down
the next few weeks will be very crucial, labtests, common test, exams starts after cny
i pray that god will be there with me to catch me when i fall, i know that i can draw my strengths through him
i wanna do as well as i can, dont wanna fail cos next sem's gonna be my last semester
amen
Saturday, January 10, 2009
how was the 1st full week of 2009??
it was pretty good except for the long hours in school
I've gotten my new mountain bike frame, feels really awesome, not that my previous frame suck but this new bike really put a huge smile on my face, every cent from the bike is my hard earn money from part-time and savings from my pocket which makes it even sweeter
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there they are stuck in the same bandwagon even without knowing, I'm really fond of her but I dont really wanna complicate things further and jump into the bandwagon...
It must have been really been a difficult time for u with so many people shouting for your attention
i wont bastard my friend just to get what i want, just not something I'll do
u're are in my every other thoughts and that the truth, in my crazy dreams too
okay i've got no poems or lullaby to serenade you or croon for you to hear, but i really wanna journey walk on the same path with you, carefree, not worrying what tomorrow will be like, lie on the rooftops watching and counting stars =)
on the contrary, MF rocks and I really treasure my bandmates
some personal reflections on my own
- i'm always misunderstood by the people around me and i dont blame you
- i know that the language i use is pretty heavy and harsh / vulgar (moses told me that) and i wanna change not for the sake of changing but i feel that i and my loved ones and friends can really benefit from me mellowing down
- i know i tend to send out the wrong bodylanguage and vibes, well that's my flaw
- i say things without much 2nd thoughts, well thats a really bad thing to possess at many a times
- i wanna work on my social communicative skills and I'm willing to admit if I'm wrong and learn
well i wanna take the opportunity to say to those that i may hurt knowingly or unknowingly that I,
Manuel is sincerely sorry for whatever wrong I've done
disclaimer abit: (I'm taking the chance to say sorry is not becos i've hurt anyone lately, but just as taking a chance to forgive and seek forgiveness)
=)
Thursday, January 01, 2009
happy 2009 everyone! goodbye two thousand and eight
christmas was nothing special this year, acoustic night was awesome and a success, thank you everyone who contributed $$$ to share the food and thank you all who came and enjoyed the evening of thanksgiving, thanks to those who went up stage to perform at least there was a constant stream of music flowing throughout the night
i had a great time ushering the new year, i went cloud nine on carlsbergs and red wine,
i talked alot when I'm high, but could only remember half of what i said last night, i took joshua's dog(pepper) for a walk even though i was high, really fun time, i emo-ed a little too even though i was high
the past week as been really good and smooth flowing for me, may 2009 be this way throughout
i've been dreaming alot lately too
i think i like you but i guess I'm 25 minutes too late