Wednesday, December 06, 2006
recently had a crush on this girl, but I think a crush will just remain as a crush at the moment...
shan't name the girl...
life for me in general in recent weeks have been quite good, but sometimes I just feel so lonely, maybe its cos I dont talk much, have i ever mentioned tat I'm almost like a mute when I'm out with girls, let's jus say I'm not a good conversation opener or someone who talks much, my character make me communicate by my expressions, actions and body language...
its nice tat in the last month I have explored certain parts of singapore and get to see things from so many angles and dimensions, but there's one think i truely miss, the warmth and genuine love tat i used to be able to feel, but I also dont know why things arent the same anymore, maybe its jus me, everyone is moving along, but I feel tat I'm kinda left behind by the pack...
people are in their cliques while I seem like a stranger to many... I jus wanna know if they care for me
but the buddies tat are always with me, and I thank GOD everyday for the gift of them, Gabriel, Denis, Clement, Darren & Leonard and a few others who never fail to brighten up my day, they also gave a wonderful 18th birthday celebration back in October, simple affair but everyone was happy and that was the most important thing...
buddies since primary school days, buddies forever...