What's Beneath Me
Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Recently I've been feeling kinda uneasy, like as if noting seems the same for me anymore, the things I do, the people around me, the environment I'm in, the buzz of activities around me etc...

so the lyrics of this song below gave me that time again for me to reflect...

words like 'you' and 'your' represent a particular group of friends that I would like to dedicate this song to, maybe those reading it will know who the words of this songs goes to...


DREAMZ FM LYRICS - Should I Stay (Chemistry Soundtrack)
Had a driveDriven by your love

But when you messed around
I lost the drive I found
Thought you needed

Needed someone true
But you changed your mind
Or had I failed you?
Wish you’d been

Careful with my heart
But you tore it apart
And broke an angel’s heart
The kiss was true

Has to end somehow
But I am livin’ proof of what love is about


CHORUS
It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by youI don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?


You played me on
Played me like a clown
But I feel for you
Eventhough I’m down
My heart is heavy

Heavy like a rock
But I am so amused
You’re still in my thoughts


CHORUS
It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta knowShould I stay or should I go?

Oooohh…should I stay?
Should I go?


CHORUS
It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta knowShould I stay or should I go?


This time its done
It’ll never feel the same
But we had some good times
Guess it’s sad just the same
I guess the truth

Doesn’t matter somehow
But you were livin’ proof of what love is about…



I guess maybe it's time for me to move on and also to let go of some of you guys, maybe there's no longer of any significance for me to be part of your lives...

man I feel, jaded, vindicated, illusionised and it goes on and on...

I guess I shall move on, anyway a great start will be my poly life that gonna hit me soon...

I shouldn't care too much, its not like as if I really need to, I Shall move on, maybe in a layman term "I should don't give a Fu*k about it"...

and He found it very good 2:13 AM;

God's gift
hi I'm Manuel not automatic, turning 21 this October 21st Loves cycling, loves life the way it is


manu :)


tell me that you were here hahaha