Friday, December 30, 2005
crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real
there's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
consuming/confusing
this lack of self-control I fear is never ending
controlling/I can't seem
to find myself again
my walls are closing in
(without a sense of confidence I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
so insecure
crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real
discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
distracting/reacting
against my will I stand beside my own reflection
it`s haunting how i cant seem...
to find myself againmy walls are closing in
(without a sense of confidence I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
so insecure
crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real
crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing confusing what is real
there's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
consuming/confusing what is real
this lack of self-control I fear is never ending
controlling/confusing what is real
this lyrics reflect on how vulnerable I can be, feeling so insecure, confused with what that is real...
sometimes I ask myself if I'm really confused or something or is it that I'm just thinking too much?...
I got alot of things on my mind recently, sometime I ask my self if there's any significance for my existence...
I'm getting so emotional right now, but who's gonna comfort me?...
what a crybaby I am, despite being strong physically and spiritually, I have failed miserably in being emotionally strong... I feel so down right now that it seems like I'm in a pitch dark tunnel without a lamp, seeing the people who had lamp beside me, however nobody seems willing to share with me their light to guide me out of the tunnel...
I may look like I'm alright, but deep inside I'm hurting, a wound that never seems to heal...
If I fall, will you pick me up?...